this year, holi sucked

 'i want to rant.

i feel like crying today. '

oh yes,

i remember.

i wrote this during holi of this year.

i didn't get to celebrate because none of my sisters wanted to play,

and then they went out and played with their friends.

i felt angry, betrayed, sad.

all of them negative emotions.

however, it also made me realize that

i can't depend on other people for my happiness.

everyone has free will to do what they want.

and i've got free will to do what i want.

so the next time noone wants to play holi with me,

i'll just pour water on myself. huhahahaha