psych evaluation

 so this post has nothing to do with sharing to the world,

and this is intended for my future recollection.

so i did this quiz? sort of thing,

where you had to pick pictures that made you feel uncomfortable

which would then describe your greatest vice.

i chose 3 because all three made me uncomfortable and here are the results:

number 1: mostly amiable, helpful and compliant but won't do something if they don't feel like it, almost to show dominance, a silent dictator.

i absolutely agree. when i don't want to do something, i will find ways to absolutely not do it. but this mostly applies to not wanting to help when someone asks for help etc.

number 4: sociable but feels lonely despite social interactions

also, very true. i talk to people. ok, online but it still counts. but i feel like no one cares enough to check in or ask if i am okay. and i haven't gained friendships like that.

number 5 and this has me tweaking because of how accurate it was:

extreme narcissist who curates their image and carefully projects an image to the world etc etc. there are so many secrets inside me that i don't reveal all to any single person. if you knew what was going on in my head all the time, you'd be surprised.

i didn't know an instagram picture would explain to me my faults to the t.

but there is a quote that one friend shared which is very appropriate to mention here.

no one is perfect. not you, not me, not them. if you want to live a peaceful life, accept yourself for who you are and respect others for who they are.

i know i am faulty.

but this is who i am.

as long as i don't harm someone, i guess i am good to go.

and people aren't perfect.

i shouldn't be expecting perfection.