amelie niwas

 i'm scared that i am losing the very thing i hold dear to my heart.

i have loved this house

forever.

this is my forever home,

the one where i spent my childhood,

playing around with my siblings.

the one where i grew up as a teenager 

sneaking looks at the neighborhood boys from

the garden.

i have witnessed birthday parties, 

holi celebrations,

anniversaries,

photoshoots,

weddings....

i have seen every happy moment in my life

play out before this house.

and now, we're losing it all.

all those memories,

those everything. 

"ok maybe i was being a bit dramatic.

we're still here

and no one has taken it away from us,

i am still scared,

but i also have hope."