1st week of feb

 i promised myself to a no fap february,

day 5 and i'm holding on.

baby boo's not talking,

blocked him altogether

but i still stalk his handles

just with accounts he doesn't know of.

big boo--

let's not talk about him.

saraswati puja,

finished watching paatal lok in one sitting,

ade's birthday 

and she's all happy 

so i'm happy too.

told a friend couldn't attend her wedding,

i really can't though.

but for reasons she doesn't know of.

february,

i have high hopes.

let's see where it goes.

also realized i was an idiot in january.

but well, you live, you learn,

i guess.