promises
i need
to say this
i am terrible at keeping promises to myself.
i say i'll lose weight
then i don't exercise.
i say i'll prep for loksewa,
then i don't study.
i say i'll do good this year,
and get so underprepared,
it's terrible.
and this, i believe,
is one of the reasons why
i have such low self esteem.
because i don't keep promises to myself.
i think dirban is fed up because of it
because he sees me struggling
but
i don't do anything about it.
he's fed up with my bullshit.
and i trust his
fed up ness.
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